You've been missing out on so much!

ZOMG!

Hey. It's been awhile, hasn't it? Man, have you missed out on a lot. Grab a cup of tea, and get a load of this.

Okay, First's thing first. Name your most noobiest moment. Just think it in your head.. when you've noobed out, and it was embarrassing and risky and overall just NOOB.

Now times it by 10.

Add 100...

And 1 more..

and now you're feeling what I felt that awful Sunday in Sea.

I CALLED FOR HELP ON JAILOR OF LOVE!

You have no idea how miserable I felt. I had no absolutly NO intention of doing it.. It's all part of the first macro bar? ya know? yeah. Instead of cure spamming Mowgul I CFH on JoL.
ORZ. I was really surprized how calm they were when it happened. Had I been in higher place's, I would have punished the caller a little. YES YES above everyone I KNOW it was an accident. I'm very well aware of the Main Alliance rules etc. But jesus. I guess I'm still under the impression that JOL is just a step under AV in the awesomness of fighting it alone. I still get excited and marvel at the huge UFO.

Oh well.

Instead of punishing me, they decided to reward me a little with a Novia earring. SQUEE!!!! I need to publish some more screenshots so you can see how prewtttty it is.


So that was a terrible night.

Fast Forward to my hubby being ill and me catching it and being sick (and spoiled <3) all week long,

Level Up! Nyanoh(RDM) reaches Level 51!

Woop. Staves, prz. Thanks to Gene, one of my most favored RDMs, I'm getting the hang of this. I love to play RDM. I cannot wait until I can bring it to places where it shines (SEA!!!!!!!!!!!) I'm tired of being only a brd and only able to support. RDM can do everything. EVERYTHING! muwahahaha.
Levelling will slow for a bit.. my conference in Winnipeg.. orz. But it'll get better / easier because I'll have some decent gear. And exp only gets quicker.

What else.. what else...

SALVAGE. I'm starting to regret signing up for salvage. I suppose its because my group can ONLY ONLY ONLY ONLY go very late at night. It's supposed to just be late at night, but no. Of course people are later than expected and people need to get set up and buy meds, etc. Understandable, for sure. But while I don't mind staying up a night here or there, when I'm feeling under the weather or when certain situations arise, I get pressure from people to stay. If I don't stay, I really feel like I'm letting down the group. Because 3 specific people have jobs, we can only compromise so much (none, i mean). Maybe it's because we don't have many people. We should get another couple of heads.. although that means less chances of drops for you. I wouldn't mind waiting another month for a silly piece of gear if it meant I can sleep when I need to and not feel like I let down an entire group of people. Like I'm being selfish for wanting sleep so I can do MY OWN FUCKING JOB to the best of my ability the next day. /endrant. :)

I'll probably get hit for saying all this but so be it. I miss the salvages early on weekend mornings. That was something to really look forward to and I was always awake and bright and excited. Now I have to drone through them at night. Bleh. I'm goign to do a terrible job pulling and I'll get yelled at/scoffed at and I'll feel bad about myself because I really do try at being a good BRD. I'm not the best late at night.. and I pay for it.



WELL THEN. STAY TUNED FOR!.. nothing, really. I'm getting bored of this.. well no. I don't have the time, really. This week is going to be crazy busy at work and my mind is going to be on many other things than FFXi. FOR SHAME!

:wuv